Sunday, September 8th, 2002
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3:18 pm - Never that desperate
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What the fuck!! My grandmother gave me $300 and i put it in my purse and I went onto ebay and bought a computer for 325. I went to work after that with my purse and then went home a couple hours later. When I got upthis morning there was 160 missing from my purse. I was sooooooo pissed. I couldn't believe that this shit was happening to me again. why the hell do people go into shit they know isn't theirs and take things. I mean honestly. I could be desperate for money and still not steal things from my coworkers. That's just low. I think I know who did it and it is kinda like I really don't want to work with her and if I am going to be a shift manager there with her that really won't work so I callled b=my job and told dave that i might not be returning in december. I need the money tho so I really don't know what I am going to do... At anyrate I have to go and memorize the periodic table for my chem class monday.... Quiz on the second day of that class... Mother fucker!!
~me
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Thursday, September 5th, 2002
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2:34 pm - FSC
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FSC is so much fun... I am so happy that classes have finally started and they aren't too bad. A lot of my teachers are cool. Some of them are really not too traditional esp. my writting teacher. He sweats a lot tho and it's kinda gross. He is a little on the wierd looking side. Anyways, I miss you all so much and I can't wait to see you. I love you guys so much. Incase you are wondering I have been to a party and it was fun... I won't really go into details about it but all I am going to say is that friends are good and parties that are in walking distance are safe for everyone. Well, I have to go study for a quiz on the periodic table. I don't know when it is but I know it is sometime soon. I'll keep ya updated as much as I can. I love you all and I hope you are all safe!
with all my love
~me
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Monday, August 5th, 2002
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9:14 pm - Cartoons
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I was taking a quiz that I saw lauren took and I got bird man... Those cartoons were the best. I mean bird man, josie and the pussy cats, scooby doo, silvester and tweety, bugs, daffy, elmer fudd, top cat, gummy bears, smirfs, snorks, alvin and the chipmunks, rescue rangers, darkwing duck, the origonal space ghost. Remember when the power rangers were cool? Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles...oh yeah...Those were great. Those were the happy times. Now there's some awful shows that no one should have even thought of. What happened? Remember transformers? Anyone for the Thundercats? lol... They used to show those shows on cartoon network but they stopped all of the sudden and replaced them with shows like "courage the cowardly dog" and "johny bravo"...Why?? Who was the crackhead? Our kids shows were the best. Granted, we didn't have "zoom" and "dora the explorer" which are good shows. Now they are trying to make every show have some kind of multicultural thing. "dora the explorer" is spanish and teaches some spanish words. Why is Clifford a cartoon? When I was a kid we read clifford and used our imaginations. Now everything is made into a tv show.
Shows they never should have made...
~teletubbies
~jackie chan adventures
~buzz lightyear
~Men in Black
~Any power rangers after the first
~Sabrina the Teenage witch
~The Anna Nichole Smith Show
~The Tom Green Show
~Jackass
~Undressed
~Singled Out
~Texas Justice
~Digomon
~Pokemon
~Powerpuff Girls
~Regis and Kelly
~The Rosanne Show
~Survivor
~Big Brother
~The Great Race
~The Chair
~The Magic Johnson Show
~Witchblade
and many many many many others
Bring Back
~La Femme Nikita (USA sucks ass for cancelling it!)
~American Gladiators (that was the ill show!!)
~Fresh Prince (Never got enough)
Now that I have written the longest entry in the world I am going to go... If you have any that I have forgotten just leave a comment!! Peace Love and Sex to all!
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Monday, July 29th, 2002
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9:31 pm - bitch in heat
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I was working with some peeps I am not too fond of this morning. I got to cook tho so that was ok. They made so many mistakes on their orders and then blamed it on the people at the frill when they didn't even put the order in. OOOOk. Then I was sitting with Will and Little Dave (his real name id David III. his dad's the general manager) and there was this girl sitting outside the door and little dave wanted to know how old she was but didn't ask her so he told will to. He wouldn't so I did. Let's just say she was jail bait. lol... So then there was this girl who was waiting for her friend by her car and little dave is staring at her... I decided to call him a "bitch in heat". I told him that he was desperate and he didn't even deny it. When the girl who was waiting for her friend showed up walked in little dave was staring once again. Will told him to wipe his face and he he was frantically trying to find what will was telling him to wipe off. Then will made it opbvious that what he was wiping off was the drool. Wow! Workin with Will and Little Dave... that's always fun. Well, minus the getting my heair wet, ice down the shirt, and short jokes. All in all I love those guys like brothers, esp will. lol... Guys are great........when they want to be. lol.
On another note... It's too freaking hot!!! Every single damn day that it was 60-70 the AC in my job made it feel like 20 but the one day that it's rediculous outside it doesn't feel like the AC is even on. Friendly's....hm...
If anyone wants to visit me at work I am working on thursday from 6:30-3:00 (maybe gone earlier...?)
Peace, love and happiness
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Wednesday, July 24th, 2002
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5:49 pm - The Bible and World Hate
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I was watching law and order the other day and on it there was a white surpemisist who had taught young and vulnerable teens that hate crimes were necissary. It's weird that there are people who think that one race of people is better than others. I love how the bible is used to prove points when there are arguments about ethics and those things. The bible can be interpreted in 1001 different ways, supporting opposing ideas... hmm...Know what else is weird? OK, so you know how we are always learning about how unless written imediately, a story will change right? Ok so a bunch of old guys decide to finaly write the life, death, and ressurection of Christ... Who knows what they added or left out or even when things have been changed when the stroy was told. I mean no one's gonna be like "Hey, father Joe, there was no flood, it just rained a lot and Noah didn't build a boat, his house floated down the street." Just something to think about...I should write a paper about this kinda stuff... I could prob get an A.
At any rate, not too much is going on here. I miss everyone! Hope you guys are being good and safe and what have you! Love ya lots!!!
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Saturday, July 20th, 2002
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6:55 pm - not too much longer
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I went to orientation today... It was ok. I met a really cool chick named audra. I kninda hope that we are going to be roommates but i doubt it. My mom and I left early cuz it was soooo boring. There was still more to go when we left. We went to Vinni Testa's. It was really good. I didn't eat too much tho and that's the reason you go to Vinni Testa's...to eat cuz they give you a lot of food. For some reason I have been really into 80's music lately. I found music from "The Wiz" soundtrack. Great stuff. Michael Jackson when he was black...you know, the good times.lol So there isn't too much else going on right now... Getting ready for the big move.. Ahhh! At any rate I am going to go and get ready to go out. Peace and love to all
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Monday, July 15th, 2002
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8:34 pm
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My Favorite Female Part Is:
The Ass: Soft, smooth, and perky!
Just don't remind me where food goes
when you're done with it!
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8:34 pm
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8:08 pm - You gotta have friends?
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Have you ever just sat back and wonder how life is going to be in a few years? It's kinda scary. The people who are your friends now will prob be memories once you leave high school. You know how during summer you don't really hang out with people as much as during school? I keep thiking that's how it is going to be. Everyone says they will keep in touch but as time goes on the emails and the ims deminish until there is nothing left but a feeling of a lost friend. Then you question whether they were a real friend in the first place. It's weird. I'm just not having the kind of summer I was hoping for. I have spent almost all of it with James which is great but no one else has even bothered to call to see if I want to hang out or somethinglike that (except for you Lauren but we always end up playing phone tag :)) It's almost like everything I have done in Randolph has had little effect on anyone I know. I mean I thought I made some really good friends and all but I guess that wasn't true at all. So my summer is being filled with work. All I do is work and hang out with James. It's even worse when he goes out with billy, sam, and jimmy because it makes me realize even more that I don't mean anything to so many people. I don't know... My job is pissing me off too so I am just not having a good time. I work, hang with james, and am alone for the rest of the time and it doens't seem to matter to anyone. There have been so many nights that I have cried in my bed just wondering if the people I was thinking about even remembered my name. It just hurts sometimes. All I can think is that it's going to get better when I go off to college but I know it's not. The same thing is going to happen... the summer is going to come and then I will be back in randolph without friends. That's not to great of a thing to look forward to. I guess I am in one of those really pessamistic moods right now...
~~If you are going to respond to this please do it in a nice way. I hate it when people say stupid and hurtfull things in people's journals and don't have the balls to say who they are. If you're going to be a bastard/bitch then do it so I know how you really feel.
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8:08 pm - You gotta have friends?
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Have you ever just sat back and wonder how life is going to be in a few years? It's kinda scary. The people who are your friends now will prob be memories once you leave high school. You know how during summer you don't really hang out with people as much as during school? I keep thiking that's how it is going to be. Everyone says they will keep in touch but as time goes on the emails and the ims deminish until there is nothing left but a feeling of a lost friend. Then you question whether they were a real friend in the first place. It's weird. I'm just not having the kind of summer I was hoping for. I have spent almost all of it with James which is great but no one else has even bothered to call to see if I want to hang out or somethinglike that (except for you Lauren but we always end up playing phone tag :)) It's almost like everything I have done in Randolph has had little effect on anyone I know. I mean I thought I made some really good friends and all but I guess that wasn't true at all. So my summer is being filled with work. All I do is work and hang out with James. It's even worse when he goes out with billy, sam, and jimmy because it makes me realize even more that I don't mean anything to so many people. I don't know... My job is pissing me off too so I am just not having a good time. I work, hang with james, and am alone for the rest of the time and it doens't seem to matter to anyone. There have been so many nights that I have cried in my bed just wondering if the people I was thinking about even remembered my name. It just hurts sometimes. All I can think is that it's going to get better when I go off to college but I know it's not. The same thing is going to happen... the summer is going to come and then I will be back in randolph without friends. That's not to great of a thing to look forward to. I guess I am in one of those really pessamistic moods right now...
~~If you are going to respond to this please do it in a nice way. I hate it when people say stupid and hurtfull things in people's journals and don't have the balls to say who they are. If you're going to be a bastard/bitch then do it so I know how you really feel.
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Wednesday, June 12th, 2002
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12:14 pm
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who is a high school graduate?? I think that's me! It's kinda weird. Everyone keeps asking me how it feels but it doesn't feel any different. I mean, I am going to miss peopl(some a lot more than others) but i don't FEEL any differe. I have been reading other peep's journals and everyone else seems to feel anxious or sad or happy... I also read about how people feel about others... That seems to be one of the biggest things peeps write in their journals... It's kinda funny...well, not funny but strange... There have been peeps that I was cool with for almost a year and then all of the sudden I am kicked to the curb for other peoples. I don't think that's cool at all. To people who stayed chill with me throughout my short stay in Randolph::
I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY GOING TO MISS YOU... i WISH YOU LOVE HAPPINESS AND SUCCESS IN EVERYTHING YOU DO!
To those who are honest and true, please stay that way...never change!
-me
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Sunday, April 28th, 2002
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4:36 pm
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it's been a while since I last wrote in this thing...I don't really know what to write about... I went to the jr. prom friday night. It was fun. Everyone looked great. There was a little drama when we first got there (angi) but nothing really happened with it. I got to meet people I have heard about... All in all it was a good night. I didn't get home till 330 and I had to be at work at 630....Not too cool.... Besides that nothing too new. I have decided to go to Fitchburg state with james. he is not the only reason I am going...he's just going to make it a little less weird. I know someone there already but it'll be easier... I am going to miss everyone. Esp our lunch convos. I feel like I have fufilled my purpose at Randolph by currupting people. I found out that some of the people who I thought would need to be currupted are more currupt than me.... wow...Anyway, I have to go play monopoly now... bye
-me
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Sunday, April 14th, 2002
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3:46 pm - fucking bad day!!
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I don't understand why people go and read other people's journals and then leave messages annonymously. It's okay that people leave nice messages but to take the time to read other people's feelings and then write really mean things about them just isn't working. What loosers... On another note, yet similar, I want to know why people say that they are our friends and that you're a really cool person to hang around with and then talk shit about you when you aren't around? Then they don't even think that it will get back to you.... What am I retarded? Know what else I hate? I hate when people talk about your friends in front of you! They talk shit about peole they know are your friends and expect you to comment. They're my friends and I don't like to hear you say things even if you don't like them. Just keep it to yourself! I can't stand that kind of stuff. I had such a horrible day at work!! My fucking manager decides to seat a table of 11 and doesn't even tell me...Then he decides that it is a god idea that he doesn't put a check into the computer and then blames that shit on me! When he sat the table of 11 it was at the end of my shift and he knew it...That's why he did that shit...I was so fucking pissed off. I was threatening to blow up my job tonight... I am thinking about it! I would have to make sure that Gesner is working.... hahahhahahhaahhahah That fucking bastard!!!!
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Tuesday, April 2nd, 2002
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7:32 pm
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It's been a while since I last wrote in this thing...I don't think too much has happened. I was accepted to Northeastern University but they want a lot of money...32000 a year! That's a lot of loot. I dunno. I don't even know if I want to go there. The classes are mad big. Some guy from there called me and asked whether I had any questions. I really didn't...He didn't know what to say since I didn't have any questions so he made suggestions. It was pretty funny. My computer is finally working... It took long enough. I just realized that when all of the sophmores take the mcas I am not going to have a 1st and 3rd period since they are sophmore classes. I've been kinda moody lately and I don't know what is wrong with me... Not too cool. I feel like I need to sleep all of the time. I keep yawning and I feel tired all of the time. Damn everything! On that note I am going to end this entry before it gets too long.
-me
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Sunday, March 3rd, 2002
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6:52 pm
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Hm...not too intersting of a weekend for me...I read that other people had a fun weekend...I worked yesterday and today...Not too fun. I got some apple pie tho :) I went out with James, VJ, Billy, Samir, Lauren, Bob, and a whole lot of other people to mad maggies to play pool. It was fun...the guys crashed some kids bar mitzfa to sing karaoke...There were these girls who were dancing like really off rythem strippers...they were at some little kid's party and they were trying to dance like little hoochies...not cute...Then one of the girls tried to sing...woah...U should have some talent if ur gonna do karaoke...Tell me y the DJ they hired sucked ass in a big way...he started to play Barney...wtf!! lol...next time I want to have an ill DJ and u have to be over 15 to go since little kids suck...Lauren and I sang lady marmalade Which means that we crashed the party too hehehe...Samir was sitting in the front watching Lauren...hehehe..That was great...At work I think I was mystery shopped in the morning...not cool. I hope I do well. I can't get below a 85...How much does that suck. I have gotten three 100 but that can always change. I dunno.. I am going to go...
much love and be safe
-me
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Friday, March 1st, 2002
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3:01 pm
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Thursday, February 28th, 2002
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4:19 pm - never on time
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| Yuoo ere-a zee Svedeesh Cheff!
Yuoo ere-a a guud cuuk, thuoogh yuoo cun't speek Ingleesh fery vell. Bork Bork Bork! | |
so there really isn't too much new here... My mom yelled at me for not coming home right after school. I understand and everything... I can't wait till college when I can stay out for how long I want to and I don't have to call anyone to tell them I am going out after classes. I can't wait for that one... Here I am, A dork! Sitting at home on the computer doing absolutely nothing... not cool...
things that people prob. don't know about me... (thanks for the idea billy :) )
-I have 3 brothers and 1 sister
-I love classical music esp. bethoveen
-I love opera
-My parents are divorced
-I like cats but I hate the fur
-my fav. color is blue
-I love playing football
-I love dancing and singing
-I have had 3 boyfriends in my life
-I have asthma and anemic
-I love the beach
-I am a romantic
-I know a lot about the people around me
-I absorb people's feelings
-I like to correograph dances
-I like to listen to classical music really loud
-I like to remix songs
-My fav. place to be is surrouded be friends
-I want to make something of myself
What do u think of me?? I would like to know....
-me
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Monday, February 25th, 2002
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6:45 pm - Bath or Shower?
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See which Whose Line is it Anyway? cast member you are!
Today was kinda weird... Angi was extremely happy today...She was funny. She called my house and said she was coming by to show me something. Tell me why she shows up to my house to show me her new car...lol. I took a bath today... I forgot how much I like them... I never have time for a bath...I guess I really didn't have time to take one today... I don't know which I like better...Bath or shower... I will find out. Anywho...I got the semi pics today... They came out really good! I was really pleased with them. I didn't get my roup pictures tho. What's with that?? I can't wait to see them! They should be funny. Lots of people's pics came out really good... I have to go and take a shower... I don't feel so clean after the bath...lol...
-me
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Saturday, February 23rd, 2002
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8:42 am - I'm a looser
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Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You?
I dunno...could be
so there's not too much going on here... I have lost sooo much sleep this vacation. It's kinda weird... I couldn't go to the club with everyone. I was sooooooo mad. I played lazer tag with people the other day. It was fun...I spanked everyone! lol...Then I lost yesterday because of some brats who were cheating... I hate little kids! I need to go out and dance! I guess for now I will just dance around my house :( hehehe
-me
oh yeah....if anyone hasn't read it, read angela's journal... it's...uh...interesting...lol hehehhe
current mood:  weird
current music: Missy Elliot - this is for my people
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Monday, February 18th, 2002
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8:36 pm - read the last part
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It has been so long since I have written in this thing. It's kinda weird. It took forever for my computer to be fixed. I didn't even know how long it would take for it to be fixed. I feel like I have been cut off from everything. I think the first thing that I have to mention is...THANKS VIRGINIA!!!!! I got the pics and they are off the hook! lol. My V-day was pretty good. I was still feeling sick but I had gotten candy and gave it to everyone. James gave me kiss kiss bears and godiva chocolate. yummy. They are all gone now..lol... There are a few things that I have been wondering...
1. how many guys have masterbated in the bathrooms at school
2. how many people have fucked in school
3. where is the best place to do the nasty
4. how can anyone like being spanked until they can't sit
5. how do parents know that ur enjoying urself and find a way to
ruin everything
6. does the pope ever think dirty thoughts
7. how can someone last their whole life without sex
8. why don't some people catch the hint that u don't want to talk
to them
9. how many people buy karma sutra
10.why do guys masterbate so much
11.how many girls own self-love toys
on the lesser side of things...here are some things
1. parents suck
2. parents have the worst timing
3. siblings suck
4. teachers suck
5. everyone suck when ur trying to do stuff
damn everyone! hehehe...not u guys.
here's a question for whoever will answer...
~~what is the funniest term for having an orgasm?~~
just leave as many as you like and see what other people wrote....
personally, i like "busting a nut" name
current mood:  contemplative
current music: system of a down - toxicity
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